I told my friend, with whom I was catching up with, that I am thinking of being a housewife. He responded with a "Hahahaha. Why?”
Why? What why? What is there to “why” about I being a homemaker? Somehow a lot of my friends cannot digest that I am being serious about being a homemaker. They give me the “Have you brains gone rusted staying home all these months” look. What’s up with that????
Honestly, I am quite indecisive right now. I am trying to figure out where I am. School ended in April. I gave birth in June. I graduated, officially, in July. It is October now. I have attended a couple of interviews and done a lot of other things while being a mother who is madly in love with her baby. I have neatly planned about what I would like to do, with alternatives. But I am not sure if I am an employed fresh graduate or a homemaker who has settled down.
I have ambitious plans about career, but at the same time I am also defining my purpose in life.
As much as I want to be one of the leading lawyers or whatever other career that sets in for me, I also want to be serving my husband and daughter. Somehow I just feel that I will find peace in that than being the workaholic that I have always loved to be.
Confused in dilemma